Chapter - 10

Shayad kabhi na kehe sakoon main tumko

Kahe bina samajh lo tum shayad

Shayad mere khayal mein tum ik din

Milo mujhe kahin pe ghum shayad

Jo tum na ho... rahenge hum nahin

Na chahiye kuch tum se zyada tum se kam nahin

Ye koshishein toh hongi kam nahin

Ye koshishein toh hongi kam nahin...

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"Gauri !" I heard a familiar voice call me so i turned around and was shocked by seeing who the actual owner of this voice was .

"Bhai !" I was in complete shock and words were not even coming out of my mouth in a considerable way my whole childhood was flashing like a movie inside my head .

At that very moment i couldn't think about anything other than my childhood memories and then when he came and hugged me my hands wanted to hug him but someone stopped from hugging him back.

All these years went by and he didn't even think about me his very own sister even once something just sounds wrong.

"Why are you here ?" I asked him pushing him away from me .

"Gauri ! What do you mean why I am here ? Our mom passed away obviously i had to come !" He said.

"Where was this love for me and my mother all these years along huh ? Did it fly away or something ! I refuse to believe that if you could get to know about how and where mom and I were where now then why couldn't you find it out all those years before ?" I asked him and he just stood there speechless he had no words but his silence said it all .

"You don't have a answer do you ? Show me this love of yours the day you find a reasonable answer that is reliable and for god's sake true !" I said and ran from there and aditya followed me.

"I can go back home alone on my own too aditya !" I said halting on my steps without sparing a glance at him.

"I know you can but please don't say no !" Aditya said and i just sat in the car as he drove it .

I leaned my head over to the window as he was driving . The cold wind was blowing right at my face . At that very moment i could only think about one thing that was my mother . At that moment anything about me or anyone else didn't matter to me .

The wind blows felt like my mom's warmth . She always said that after she goes to heaven if i ever miss her i should just look at the sky and find a star and stare at her and that star would always be her . She would always be looking at me from up there .

The wind will remind me of her warmth and the sky will remind me about the beautiful moments i spent with her.

A lone drop of tear fell down my eyes reminding me about every single tear my mother cried so that i could have a good life . How much she had to work so that i could be what i am now . She was always just so selfless .

Was i just a bad kid or was i just not meant to be hers but i can say this as much time i have and for every single birth i take no matter how poor , how rich, my lifestyle is or how painful that lifetime of experiences are i would always want her as my mother because that it self would be a blessing .

"Gauri we have reached !" Aditya said getting out of the car and opened my door and i just walked straight inside the house .

I went upstairs and changed into something comfortable and laid down on the bed even though sleep was the last thing that i thought about i still laid down . I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep because every time I closed my eyes those memories flashed in front of my eyes like a book opens when the wind blows .

"Gauri ! Get up and eat something!" I could hear aditya calling me in a low voice .

"I really don't have the appetite to eat aditya !" I replied and there was no reply from the other so i just guessed that he left .

"Get up ! You have to eat i can't see you sick !" He said helping me sit and feeding me as i just looked or so stared at him .

"I am sorry gauri ! I know it's a lot for you to take but trust me i tried my best to save her !" He said feeding me another bite .

"You are not the one to be blamed here aditya ! I am ! My destiny is to be blamed ! I thought that my father said it as a metaphor when he said that i could never be happy in my life but looking back to it I guess what he said was indeed right !" I said when my memories took me back to that part of my childhood.

"Gauri no one deserves this and trust me when i say this you deserve nothing but happiness and happiness always has a way to you ! I will help you find something that would give you the happiness you seek for !" He said feeding me another bite .

"Aditya ! The only sole reason for my happiness was the existence of my mother without her this life is not exactly very easy to live !" I said looking at him .

"Gauri ! Nothing is easy but nothing is impossible ! Nobody and trust me when i say this absolutely no one is perfect ! Everyone has something dark on them and everyone has something they regret or fear so don't think low of yourself !" He said looking straight into my eyes.

"Aditya i have no one to call mine ! I have no one to rely on ! Do you call this this happiness ?" I asked him looking straight into his eyes.

"You have me gauri all you need to do is just trust me !" He said feeding me the last bite before he could leave i hugged him tightly and didn't even realise when his warmth embrace made me drift into my slumber .

Aditya's pov

"No no no ! Please don't do this to me please no !" I heard gauri crying then i woke up and saw her crying in her sleep i went towards her and hugged her picking her up to support her up and dabbing her cheeks .

"Gauri ! Gauri ! Come back to me ! They don't deserve you because they are wrong but what did i ever do wrong ! Please wake up for me !" I said and hugged her and then she woke up from her sleep .

"Ahh ! My head hurts !" She said rubbing her head.

"Don't stress yourself !" I said and hugged her.

"Aditya you are kind of suffocating me !" She said in a low voice then i left her.

"Sorry !" I said and got up from there.

"What time is it ?" She asked me.

"Like 11 am in the morning !" I told her and she got up.

"Where do you think you are going ?" I asked her.

"I can't be mourning forever aditya ! That's not what maa would have wanted ! She knows what level of badbitch her daughter is ! I won't let them get to me ! I will show them what they left and what they now have to deal with !" She said arching her eyebrows.

"That's more like the gauri i know ! If you want to kill them i am so going to side with you i won't save them i will forget that i am a doctor ! I will forget about my principles !" I said and laughed and for the first time she too laughed on something i said making my heart flutter from her faint and cute little smile .

"Okay well ! I thought about taking a leave and staying with you but now i guess i don't need to so i should also get going before i get way too late !"

I said and left from there to the hospital as there were loads of patients there.

Gauri's pov -

I went to the washroom and took a bath and changed and then stood opposite the mirror and looked at myself when some words of maa hit me .

"You are made to make people cry gauri ! Tears don't suit you ! Wipe them off ! "

"Be ready to regret your existence and decision till day dear father and brother !" I said putting on the blood red lipstick and smiling darkly .

Divine feminine! You are dark feminine ! Make people who made you cry :- cry tears of blood .

I wore my heels and went downstairs from there and started my car .

Skip to office ~ Third person's pov

"You guys get lost this is gauri's office!" Sakshi said standing infront of gauri's cabin .

"She isn't here is she ?" Gauri's father asked her and was about to push her .

When they all heard heels clicking from a distance and sakshi smiled looking at them because she recognised who this could be .

"Don't blame me for what happens now ! You guys asked for it !" Sakshi said getting away from there but before he could have opened it they heard a voice from behind .

"Try it and see what happens !" A girl in a white dress said and all of them turned back as she removed her glasses and gave them a sinister smile .

"Youuu!"

"You need to learn some manners as to how to address your seniors in business! Don't worry i will teach you "! She said smirking with a devilish smile pasted on her face.